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a dream I had recently where some people and I were wandering through a mazelike city of pale yellow brick buildings spewing smoke under a thick yellow sky. and as I breathed in so much smoke I felt myself getting high and the world began to look like an oil painting. and as the world shifted, my body changed too, until it was something else entirely, some kind of creature or alien thing (pictured) which had almost no thoughts or feelings. it was still me in some sense and even though i watched from the outside, i could feel the alien disconnect of the actions "i" took. factory workers spilled out of the buildings and looked up at me and the other people. and we began to crush and kill them without any feeling at all, nearly machinelike. i could sense some sort of pleasure atleast. later on i almost got thrown off a cliff by a speeding car and fell into ropy jungle trees, then turned human again, and scuttled into the basement of a church to sulk as the children's youth group meeting raged above me and I hid beneath a table..  08/24/2026 ~~ 00:28
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non controversial 2026 tier list I haven't even watched a single live game this year. cope. im willing to admit I play a bottom tier now atleast  08/24/2026 ~~ 00:13
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being less terminally online since 2024(2023?) has made me a much better artist and altogether less cagey. you can see the moment i stopped giving a shit about living in my computer (real life takes over even more). Not that I particularly care about sharing that with people online. i do wanna remake this site at somepoint for my own sake because I find a lot of it to be either dull or unfinished. my favorite parts are the point-and-click gamey parts (which I'll continually accredit to jess for doing before anyone else) and of course the comics. i'm still pretty proud of what i've done with byoe and nemu but i recognize that there just needs 2 be more of it 2 develop my ideas of it and have it be a bit less one dimensional. not that repitition of something entirely solves all of the problems. I've been thinking a lot about the statements of Akira Toriyama's editor Kazuhiko Torishima regarding the identity of a work. how the identity of a work can only be truly fleshed out through a process of trial and error. a lot of web works fail at this.. they're too quick to cut in on their ideas being strong, and don't consider the growth that could occur if you ripped at it a bit. if you reworked it somewhat. I almost want to soft-reboot byoe and nemu over time.. i originally intended for it to be slapstick-y (along the lines of dr.slump and peanuts) but it can be kind of talky instead sometime, internet humour shit. but hey, slapstick is old, there's always something new to chew at? what do i want to make fun of? Report from the editor's office! 5/29/2026 ~~ 16:31
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abandoned house exploration  12/16/2025 ~~ 15:54
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["books I remember reading in 2024/2025" STARTING EARLY special:] ★ Evicted: Poverty and Profit in the American City by Matthew Desmond ★ JonBenet: Inside the Ramsey Murder Investigation by Steve Thomas Insomnia by Stephen King Rose Madder by Stephen King Possum Living: How to Live Well Without a Job and With (Almost) No Money by Dolly Freed Duma Key by Stephen King Under the Dome by Stephen King Permanent Record by Edward Snowden ★ Into the Wild by Jon Krakauer The Wild Truth by Carine McCandless The Disaster Artist: My Life Inside The Room, the Greatest Bad Movie Ever Made by Greg Sestero and Tom Bissell Peak Oil Survival: Preparation for Life After Gridcrash by Aric Mcbay The Stand (unabridged) by Stephen King Wool by Hugh Howey Shift by Hugh Howey Dust by Hugh Howey Last Winter We Parted by Fuminori Nakamura, translated by Allison Markin Powell ★★ Breasts and Eggs by Mieko Kawakami, translated by Sam Bett and David Boyd ★★ The Lake by Banana Yoshimoto, translated by Michael Emmerich The Handmaid's Tale by Margaret Atwood Contact by Carl Sagan (reread) One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel García Márquez, translated by Gregory Rabassa (reread) Generation Rx: How Prescription Drugs Are Altering American Lives, Minds, and Bodies by Greg Critser (haven't finished yet) Pathfinder by Orson Scott Card Ruins by Orson Scott Card ★★ Cat's Cradle by Kurt Vonnegut ★★ Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov (reread) Just Kids by Patti Smith (reread) The Dark Tower Series by Stephen King (reread) Back to Eden by Jethro Kloss Mushoku Tensei (LN) Volumes 10-16 by Rifujin na Magonote Kafka on the Shore by Haruaki Murakami, translated by Philip Gabriel (reread) The Martian by Andy Weir Watashi no Shounen Volumes 1-9 by Takano Hitomi Misery by Stephen King (reread) trying to read the whole King bibliography even though I deeply dislike his writing. reading alot of nonfiction too including alot of books about sustainable ag that ive forgotten the titles of. those hugh howey books were horrible. horrible. 11/17/2025 ~~ 13:00
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nemu in the salt flats  11/15/2025 ~~ 11:10
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dairy is life 11/13/2025 ~~ 14:25
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